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It's a memoir.
The whole story, in my own words, for the first time.
Limited Collector's EditionOnly a limited number of Collector's Editions are being produced. Once this edition sells out, it will not be reproduced.
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The Limited Collector's Edition includes
- My Life as Sugar: Premium Hardcover Memoir670 pages. Cloth-bound hardcover with custom gold foil and deboss detailing, custom endpapers, sewn binding, cream paper, sprayed edges and a premium anti-scratch matte dust jacket.
- Luxury Magnetic Keepsake BoxCustom book-shaped collector's box with soft-touch finish, gold foil detailing, magnetic closure and ribbon presentation.
- The CONFIDENTIAL FileA custom soft-touch dossier created specifically for the Collector's Edition, finished with gold foil.
- A Personal Note from SugarA letter created exclusively for readers of this edition.
- Exclusive Access CardA custom gold-foil access card designed as part of the classified-file experience.
- Collector BookmarkSoft-touch, gold-foil bookmark finished with a tassel.
- Numbered Collector's CardA limited-edition collector card with gold foil and an individually embossed number.
What this book is
To the world, she is Nurse Sugar. Glamorous, successful, self-made. Millions watch her pack orders, coach nursing students, and celebrate a fairytale Nigerian wedding that lights up the internet.
Nobody sees the rest.
Born in one room in Ibadan, raised on faith, milk tea, and her parents' sacrifice, Sugar leaves Nigeria with nothing but ambition. She survives the U.S. Navy, fails one exam, and turns that failure into a business that puts her name in thousands of nurses' hands. She builds the life she promised herself.
Then comes the wedding the internet falls in love with, and the beautiful life becomes a beautiful lie.
Behind the posts and the pink office is a woman sleeping on her own couch, paying every bill, begging to be believed, while millions watch a life she no longer recognizes.
Told in urgent, unflinching present tense, My Life as Sugar is the story of a woman who built everything, hid everything, and finally chose herself. It is for every woman holding something heavy inside a life that looks perfect from the outside.
You can choose yourself. This is what it costs, and what it gives back.
From Sugar
For years you watched me win. The scrubs, the study guides, the pink office, the wedding that lit up your feeds. What you never saw is what it cost to keep smiling while my real life came apart quietly behind the camera. This book is the part I could not post. I wrote it for every woman building something beautiful while carrying something heavy. You are not alone. You can choose yourself. Thank you for waiting for me. Here is everything.
The book
- 670 pages
- 6 x 9 in.
- Premium cloth hardcover
- Section-sewn binding
- 80gsm cream paper
- Custom 8-page endpapers
- Color-sprayed edges
- Gold foil and deboss detailing
- Premium matte dust jacket
- Custom hardcover picture inset
Preorder information
This is a preorder for the Limited Collector's Edition of My Life as Sugar.
- Release date
- October 20, 2026
- Estimated shipping
- Within 14 days of the release date
- U.S. shipping
- Free
- International shipping
- Calculated at checkout
You will receive tracking by email the moment your Collector's Edition ships.
The Readers Club
Your Exclusive Access Card opens a part of the story that is not in the book. The making of it, the pages that did not make it, letters, and evenings. Readers only, from the day your box arrives.
About the Readers Club →Early praise
This book took me on a journey, a true rollercoaster of emotions. There were moments I found myself applauding the author, and others where I was completely shocked. An amazing read, and I'd definitely recommend it.
Racheal O., early reader
Once this Collector's Edition is gone, it will not be reproduced.



